I know it may seem weird but, in that, I feel like God was nudging me to get back in His presence. I haven’t been spending as much time with Him as I usually do lately. . . just busy with work, life, binge watching Netflix. . . and I am feeling it. Listening to worship music and spending time in quiet reflection of God’s awesomeness really keeps me in a place where I am full of joy – not weighed down by the “hard stuff” of this life.
I’ve been praying for my peeps, chewing over and thinking through some weighty situations and processing the grief of Dad’s transition to Heaven (which has KICKED my hiney waaaaay more than I thought it would. . . good thing I know I get to see that twinkle in his beautiful blue eyes again!) ANYWAY. . . I’ve been so preoccupied with all that junk that I haven’t rested in God’s presence like I usually do, and this morning, I felt Him reminding me of the importance of that. . . for my own good.
I turned on some worship music (Communion by Maverick City Worship. . . YOWZA!!!), and as I started my coffee maker, I noticed the little dancing flowers in my kitchen window from Daddy. If they are in the sun, they dance. If they are not facing the sun, they are still. . . it was a “God nudge/wink” moment, reaffirming to me that as I spend time with the SON, basking in His presence, my “dance” will come back.